If I could.
I would have set everything right. It's like my studies. If I could, I would go back years and have made sure I had had a habit of studying regularly then. Then I wouldn't be in the shit I am in now. Wish I had seen this coming, wish I hadn't dug my own grave.
Goddamnit. I need to be gone.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Friday, October 1, 2010
The Giant's Causeway.
Oh, I'm in love with nature. (Gotta thank Ms J for the video below)
One more destination to add to my list.
Thank God I wasn't too foolish.
Thank God I didn't fall more in love with every word I withheld. I wasn't even in love to start with.
I've been jumping from the tops of buildings.
For the thrill of the fall.
Ignoring sound advice.
And any thought of consequence.
My bones are shattered.
My pride is shattered.
And in the midst of this self-inflicted pain...
No, I didn't see no beautiful rescue.
I've been jumping from the tops of buildings.
For the thrill of the fall.
Ignoring sound advice.
And any thought of consequence.
My bones are shattered.
My pride is shattered.
And in the midst of this self-inflicted pain...
No, I didn't see no beautiful rescue.
Mission accomplished for you.
A big fat bad mistake.
It was not supposed to turn out this way. And I wish I had kept my shield up, and not have let any of his words penetrate into my imagination and cause all the damage it has already done. Wish I had seen earlier the person he really was.
Lee Jin Jun no. 2.
It was not supposed to turn out this way. And I wish I had kept my shield up, and not have let any of his words penetrate into my imagination and cause all the damage it has already done. Wish I had seen earlier the person he really was.
Lee Jin Jun no. 2.
Definitions.
de·sire [dih-zahyuh r]
-verb (used with object)
1. to wish or long for; crave; want.
2. to express a wish to obtain; ask for; request: The mayor desires your presence at the next meeting.
-noun
3. a longing or craving, as for something that brings satisfaction or enjoyment: a desire for fame.
4. an expressed wish; request.
5. something desired.
6. sexual appetite or a sexual urge.
mis·take [mi-steyk]
-noun
1. an error in action, calculation, opinion, or judgment caused by poor reasoning, carelessness, insufficient knowledge, etc.
2. a misunderstanding or misconception.
-verb (used with object)
3. to regard or identify wrongly as something or someone else: I mistook him for the mayor.
4. to understand, interpret, or evaluate wrongly; misunderstand; misinterpret.
-verb (used without object)
5. to be in error.
-Idiom
6. and no mistake, for certain; surely: He's an honorable person, and no mistake.
a·pol·o·get·ic [uh-pol-uh-jet-ik]
-adjective
1. containing an apology or excuse for a fault, failure, insult, injury, etc.: An apologetic letter to his creditors explained the delay.
2. defending by speech or writing.
3. willing or eager to apologize.
4. sorry; regretful.
-verb (used with object)
1. to wish or long for; crave; want.
2. to express a wish to obtain; ask for; request: The mayor desires your presence at the next meeting.
-noun
3. a longing or craving, as for something that brings satisfaction or enjoyment: a desire for fame.
4. an expressed wish; request.
5. something desired.
6. sexual appetite or a sexual urge.
mis·take [mi-steyk]
-noun
1. an error in action, calculation, opinion, or judgment caused by poor reasoning, carelessness, insufficient knowledge, etc.
2. a misunderstanding or misconception.
-verb (used with object)
3. to regard or identify wrongly as something or someone else: I mistook him for the mayor.
4. to understand, interpret, or evaluate wrongly; misunderstand; misinterpret.
-verb (used without object)
5. to be in error.
-Idiom
6. and no mistake, for certain; surely: He's an honorable person, and no mistake.
a·pol·o·get·ic [uh-pol-uh-jet-ik]
-adjective
1. containing an apology or excuse for a fault, failure, insult, injury, etc.: An apologetic letter to his creditors explained the delay.
2. defending by speech or writing.
3. willing or eager to apologize.
4. sorry; regretful.
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